Exams...

I haven't been keeping in touch with friends lately. So many people are depressed these days, with problems from work, uni, friendships.. I realize i should've been there for them when they need me, just like how they were there for me when i needed them.
Assessments offically starts today, all the way to the 16th. Stress level is just going to keep increasing, amazing how i have time to blog.
More people are going to feel down, well lets be sad together because i will be too. Until the 16th that is.

Focus

So I have decided to let things be, if i do get the internship site in NP, then all good! If I don't, i'll stay in Auckland. There is nothing I can do at this point but wait.
Time to really focus on my studies, have been so slack. It'll be so sad if I fail this year, all plans will go down to drain.

Please give me strength to focus..

Sunday

Every time he comes and goes, he leaves my room empty and cold.
I really wish I get the job at NP, because I do not want to go through another year of long distance.
Fingers cross.
Please.

Down

When you get 20 rejections in one go, it does hit you hard for quite a while.

What is worse than failing is not getting a chance to even try.

Pet peeves

My number one pet peeves.
People who deliberately lie for no reason.

Some people lie so much they became compulsive liars. And they don't see themselves as lying because even when caught red handed, they have reasons and excuses for their doing.
How sad what they've become.
But it's really none of my business unless it affects me.
The negativity they present did affect me at first, but after being upset about it and a long drive home, I decided it wasn't worth my time and emotion.

Shame on them, not me.
 :)

Long weekend

So this week I would be going to uni for 2 days and have 5 days off.

Sometimes, living in a 7 room house with only one family member can be lonely.
Especially night time, when it's cold and empty.

You don't know what you have until it's gone

It's so cold tonight, I miss my human warmer who is back to a land far far away..

Till we meet again, in 3 weeks time!

Winter is slowly creeping in..pfft!