10.12.13
9.12.13
One day to results
Tomorrow is the day my results will be revealed. I either become a registered pharmacist tomorrow or fail my internship assessment and have to do another 6 months internship and resit.
Whatever the result is, I hope to remind myself how lucky I am to have what I have.
If I pass, a big part of my dream has come true, I will then focus on my life and family, keep working hard to achieve better things in my career, it is only the beginning.
If I fail, I wish to remind myself that everything happens for a reason. If I am not competent then I need to change my way of learning and review what I have done this whole year, it is time to reflect and improve.
I shall not be too sad, because I have a loving family, supportive husband, cutest dog in the whole world, and a cat.
Hopefully I won't be sitting in front of my lap top tomorrow night reading this post, crying.
Fingers cross.
Whatever the result is, I hope to remind myself how lucky I am to have what I have.
If I pass, a big part of my dream has come true, I will then focus on my life and family, keep working hard to achieve better things in my career, it is only the beginning.
If I fail, I wish to remind myself that everything happens for a reason. If I am not competent then I need to change my way of learning and review what I have done this whole year, it is time to reflect and improve.
I shall not be too sad, because I have a loving family, supportive husband, cutest dog in the whole world, and a cat.
Hopefully I won't be sitting in front of my lap top tomorrow night reading this post, crying.
Fingers cross.
2.12.13
December
Excited it is December today!
18 days to our big trip!!
Malaysia - Hong Kong - United Kingdom - Europe
Start packing and counting down!
18 days to our big trip!!
Malaysia - Hong Kong - United Kingdom - Europe
Start packing and counting down!
28.11.13
Facebook stalking
Got an unexpected friend request from an old school friend, ended up facebook stalking for half an hour, found more old school friends that i stopped keeping in touch with on facebook. I was being nosy and trying to see who elses in my year group got married, to my surprise, not many people were married. Instead, many of the couples i know who have been dating for years ended up single.
That made me think of how my life have changed since then. Who would've thought I would end up living here in New Zealand calling this my home, and meeting my amazing husband here.
Everyday i smile just thinking about how lucky i am to have what i have now. Life is full of surprises. I wonder how my life will turn out to be from now on. Who knows, I might end up in another part of the world in another 5 years time. Who knows.. :)
That made me think of how my life have changed since then. Who would've thought I would end up living here in New Zealand calling this my home, and meeting my amazing husband here.
Everyday i smile just thinking about how lucky i am to have what i have now. Life is full of surprises. I wonder how my life will turn out to be from now on. Who knows, I might end up in another part of the world in another 5 years time. Who knows.. :)
14.11.13
Mid Nov
Now that everything is back to ''normal'', i am slowly learning how to enjoy my study-free life again. I realise i have lost in touch with many friends, and don't really know how to socialise anymore :SSS
Next thing on the list: Plan Europe honeymoon trip!!! :D
Time flies, this year is almost over. 5 weeks to Christmas, 5 weeks to Malaysia :)
Next thing on the list: Plan Europe honeymoon trip!!! :D
Time flies, this year is almost over. 5 weeks to Christmas, 5 weeks to Malaysia :)
7.11.13
Finished intern assessment!
So FINALLY, the biggest day of my life (besides my wedding) the biggest day of my education/career life has come. I sat for my first and hopefully final intern assessment. The nerves was crazy but everyone else going through the same thing that day felt the same way.
One whole year of hard work has finally come to an end. I am still working for another month as an intern until I get my result. Fingers cross I will pass and this is it, end of my studying life and start of my career. Let's not jinx myself, let's keep waiting patiently for another month.
I have decided to do some cleaning up, there were still boxes of old stuff unpacked since we moved in 11 months ago.
I decided to start with my old memory box. I started collecting old cards and letters and little memorable ornaments since young, and this box has grown bigger and bigger through out the years. I have always wanted to clear it out, after all, they are what most would regard as junk. However no matter how many times i attempt to clear it out, i ended up sitting there looking at all the old cards reminiscing old memories for hours. And in the end put them all in the box and store them away.
Today, I made another attempt to go through them but again, it brought back so many sweet memories, childhood friendship, so many ''friends forever'' from various people that i no longer talk to these days, little notes here and there of silly nonsense conversations shared during school hours, old letters exchanged with cousins when we were young.
I even found my old primary report card, and realised i was actually a pretty dumb kid, getting 36 out of 50 in class. haha. These are things i made an effort to bring with me from Malaysia to New Zealand. Somehow it made it's way from my parent's house to me house. I wonder if i will bring it along to my next destination, or maybe someday, i will finally decide to throw them away and let those memories fade. After all, there's only so much junk a person can keep aye. Guess today is not the day for a clear out, maybe next time.
One whole year of hard work has finally come to an end. I am still working for another month as an intern until I get my result. Fingers cross I will pass and this is it, end of my studying life and start of my career. Let's not jinx myself, let's keep waiting patiently for another month.
I have decided to do some cleaning up, there were still boxes of old stuff unpacked since we moved in 11 months ago.
I decided to start with my old memory box. I started collecting old cards and letters and little memorable ornaments since young, and this box has grown bigger and bigger through out the years. I have always wanted to clear it out, after all, they are what most would regard as junk. However no matter how many times i attempt to clear it out, i ended up sitting there looking at all the old cards reminiscing old memories for hours. And in the end put them all in the box and store them away.
Today, I made another attempt to go through them but again, it brought back so many sweet memories, childhood friendship, so many ''friends forever'' from various people that i no longer talk to these days, little notes here and there of silly nonsense conversations shared during school hours, old letters exchanged with cousins when we were young.
I even found my old primary report card, and realised i was actually a pretty dumb kid, getting 36 out of 50 in class. haha. These are things i made an effort to bring with me from Malaysia to New Zealand. Somehow it made it's way from my parent's house to me house. I wonder if i will bring it along to my next destination, or maybe someday, i will finally decide to throw them away and let those memories fade. After all, there's only so much junk a person can keep aye. Guess today is not the day for a clear out, maybe next time.
3.11.13
TWO days?!
I lied. I do still freak out before exams. Only that this time it happens a lot later. 2 days to the big day.
I am feeling sick, losing appetite, feeling dizzy and unable to focus.
Sigh, please God let me get through this smoothly.
I am feeling sick, losing appetite, feeling dizzy and unable to focus.
Sigh, please God let me get through this smoothly.
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