Exams...

I haven't been keeping in touch with friends lately. So many people are depressed these days, with problems from work, uni, friendships.. I realize i should've been there for them when they need me, just like how they were there for me when i needed them.
Assessments offically starts today, all the way to the 16th. Stress level is just going to keep increasing, amazing how i have time to blog.
More people are going to feel down, well lets be sad together because i will be too. Until the 16th that is.

Focus

So I have decided to let things be, if i do get the internship site in NP, then all good! If I don't, i'll stay in Auckland. There is nothing I can do at this point but wait.
Time to really focus on my studies, have been so slack. It'll be so sad if I fail this year, all plans will go down to drain.

Please give me strength to focus..

Sunday

Every time he comes and goes, he leaves my room empty and cold.
I really wish I get the job at NP, because I do not want to go through another year of long distance.
Fingers cross.
Please.

Down

When you get 20 rejections in one go, it does hit you hard for quite a while.

What is worse than failing is not getting a chance to even try.